Hello! Good dae ppl, how was ur dae? Just realise some funny things about humans, or rather, about my taste for beauty. For instance, u will get sick when looking at a very beautiful girl for too long but whereas for a not bad one, they tend to look better the longer u look at them(really ugly gals dont fall under both catergory, mind u). God is fair :) or my taste, funny. Then there is another fact, if u love a gal greatly before u go into a relationship with her, u tend to be disappointed and break off, but if you arein a relationship, and later u grew to love her from there, she will be the best girl u can ever ask for.

I was pondering why such thing happen to me(and maybe the whole world) and came up with one conculsion. The conculsion is, your mind plays a great part in all this. For example, u see a great beautiful gal or loves this person, ur mind start to draw or form conculsion that this person is really special. Some same flaws here and there loses focus in ur eyes(at least the first couple of minutes), and u are concentrating on their good points. Your mind started to think up some good points that person doesnt really have or cant live up to. And thats why after looking at the person for sometime, or once into a relationship, their bad points start to surface and things turn sour.

Similarly, if the gal is not too pretty, u will straight away conclude that she cannot make it. But under some daes looking, u will start to find some small good points on that gal and think that, hey, she is not too bad afterall. In a relationship, the same thing happens and this will make u see her good points.

Heehee chim to understand? I realise this happen for me and me ex. She was head over heels in love wif me(i think so lar) before we were together. Then, i was not having any attendtion on her(sad to sae :( ). Then i realise that, hey she is very beautiful at times wor. Then slowly i feel that she is the most beautiful gal i ever saw in my life(i dont noe wat she think abt me, though). But she started to drift away during our relationship but i was loving her more and more each dae... Then comes this dae where she sae she is sick and tired of me(from wat i rememebered lar) and thats how me got this current status : - single and unavailable(i still love her mah!)

Thats all for me penny worth of thoughts. Bye ppl.