Okie, i just realised that i rather mind the fact that girls read my blog... So thats why the quality of crudeness and "in ur face" attitude of my post have somehow dropped drastically. I will reflect on this point, and come up with the conculsion of wat i want this blog for. This blog is for me to crap abt all the rest of the world, no face given, nothing held back, and i dont care wat ppl say abt me. Thats it, thats the mission objective of my blog. Dont like it, u can always use ur little mouse that ur holding rite now, move the cursor to the top right corner, and do a left click on the little cross located there, and try washing ur face in the toilet bowl. If anyone of u saw me drifting to make this into a "sell-myself-regardless-of-anything" site, feel free to send an email to me, and ask me to wake up. Rest assure i will flood ur mailbox.

So wats new? I dont noe... Now adays i had not enuff sleep so cant really think tat much. And updating this on a per-dae basis gets me low on ideas and crap. I am not that crappy, if u want to noe. Wanted to learn piano now, practise me flute, but i still so lazy... One of me frd wants to teach me guitar but i lazy to coordinate with him... So sian...

Just read the newspaper todae and one of the article in life was abt a 21 yrs old girl who was making a 6 figure sum per annum, working as a property agent, specialising on HDB flats. Hmmmm kinda makes us norm guys seem so useless(okie, maybe not u, but i really think so). She just graduated frm some property course in NYP and earn that figure le... Wow, i was like, "Hey, shes not tat bad looking, if she was my girl, i can be a house husband le!" Heehee frds who noe me well will noe that my ambition is to be a "xiao bai lian" - small white face. U see, i hold great hopes for me future!

So much for wat i think, now for the gist of todae post, i will touch on one of me fav topic, religion. How in the world does religion starts? Does god really create all this stuff u r seeing now? Christians devotees beware, please use ur mouse and touch the top right cross rite now.

So u guys should noe tat i dont believe in all the god crap. So how does all this got started? Lets just say we are in a period at abt 002*AD, or the first 50 yrs of the first century. Okie, during that time, ppl die like flies(okie, me words are too harsh, the dont die like flies but their life span shorter than us lar, u noe wat i mean...) and most of the commoners have never set eyes on their rulers before. So it this sort of situation, how does ur monarch gets his ppl to work/fight for him? If he has nothing special, then anyone could be the monarch, no? Oh thats why there is royalty, u r a monarch if u have it in ur blood, not any cats or dogs can rule(strangely enuff, frm histories we noe that there are a lot of doggy monarchs ard, every continent have their fair share). So wat happens if u r not of royal blood?

U can do a few things, u can fake tat u are some distant relation frm the royal blood, u can take things by force(they dont last long this way, if u realise) OR U CAN COME UP WITH SOME LIE TAT U R THE SON OF GOD(dont worry, chinese have already done that b4 the middle east, they call their king, "tian zi", the son of the sky, as the sky is one of the greater gods or the greatest god in chinese mythology).

Ppl dont question god rite? As they cant speak to him(loony ppl think they can, feel they can) or even see him, they believe u if u noe some tricks, healing the sick and rising frm the dead are classic sure win tricks as both of these encompasses the greatest fear man have ever since the day man can think.

So if u put two and two together(i noe some ppl out there cant so i will furture waste me net time and explain), u can see that at some time 2000 yrs ago, a great con man got a group of followers and taught them some tricks. After this, he went around middle east and start spreading the lie that he is the son of god and got a religion running. It can be compared to the cults or those clubs we have now but during those times, there are no tele, no way of spreading info, not much sarcastic ppl like me(or there is but there no brain to think) so the cult they start that time cant really be proven false or be curb, like wat we do now.

And so after letting a handful of ppl think that he is the son of god, those handful of ppl spread his faith far and wide, and ppl around the world came and see him. I can say onli some managed to see him but alot of ppl must have believed in him without even noeing how he looked like. U noe, since those times, information spread like wildfire :), esp those out of the norm. And so, this spread there spread, ppl finally noe who he is and he need to come out with an explanation about the start of all this and wat all this is abt and wats so special being the son of god and wat god want ppl to do.

So he came out with a story, gave historical facts(ppl that time was bz living their live then, didnt really want to travel so far out, limited means of transport that travel not tat far, to verify his claim), added some guidelines for ppl to follow, like all religion and started some rituals for ppl to follow(if u haven realise, rituals are there to make u stupid, look how u brush ur teeth everydae w/o thinking, see how ritual makes u dull? doing things w/o thinking...). And after all these yrs, ppl added this, added that, and this becomes the most popular book in the whole history of the world.

Tall tale, u say? Impossible, u say? I will say that the onli thing that hampers the progress of the world rite now is religion. Ppl thinking how certain things that helps the progress of science is not ethical or against some think that the world best seller is saying... Think now, if cloning is allowed(i personally support human cloning) so much more things will be possible now!(Just think, having another vivian chew as me girl, wow!) Stem cells frm fetus, the study of the world, will just progress without any doubts cast by religion.

Okie, maybe u say religion is there to keep everything in check, but u should be in the army to feel how too much checks or rather, having any checks will hampers stuffs. I tend to do things my way, ignoring checks or such.

And after wat me said, how much truth does religion hold? Maybe u r asking why that guy wanted to do all this fancy crap? Wat he got in return(frankly, if im him, i get a kick for bluffing the main population for 2k yrs wor)? But that period of time, if u got the utmost loyalty frm ur subjects, u can win wars and control more land. Arent all humans like that? Arent we now too? Thats why there are some religion that states that u will go to heaven if u die while fighting for ur religion(go figure wat religion it is, its the most talked abt religion now). U see, this will make ur fighters ready to die fighting at no cost and wat more can we ask? Stupid u say? But ppl noe that they all die some dae and tend to worry thenselves over wat will become of them after they die. So there, thats how heaven got created. Me? wat i believe in? I believe that after we die, tats it, end of story, and we become ashes :) Wat i live for u say? I live for love, and so, thats why i place my girl so high up in me list, and with thoughts like this, i want a beautiful one to boot.

So u still believe in those religion crap? U think i am devil-send to test ur faith? Frankly speaking, i dont give a toot to wat u feel, i just crap this to make meself feel like there are ppl out there hearing wat i crap abt.

Anything u want to noe more? Want me to write a novel over this? Want to challenge me to any of the points stated? Feel free to email me at TJR14@hotmail.com and the subject, please put "Banedon's blog" or ur email will some how end up at the bin, i got bus loads of junk mail, k?

Thanks all i have, longest entry to date, hope u guys manage to read it till here, i need to take a bath. Better pray i update soon.