Hello ppl, in case u havent notice, this is me second blog for the day. U can go ahead and scroll to read the one below, its on another topic entirely.

Okie, sorry ppl i took too long to update me blog but when i update, i give u two. Heehee some of u complain and so here i am.

Wat am i going to talk about now? Think its relationships again ba, cause i got rather jaded now.

Frm all the experience i have in relationships, i started to realise that i am a very very possesive guy when in love. (Read: possesive X infinity) That bad? Apparently.

Girls dont like guys who r possesive? From wat i can see, most dont but i still like to think some do. Hmmmm... Now i noe how bad girls can be when they are in that period of the month, how to reduce ur expectations in order not to get hurt in relationships, and how to act indifferent too all sorts of things.

As time gets by, the number of steads u have increases, u lose more and more hope in love. Hmmm think i happen onli for me, dont noe abt u ppl. U start to get more realistic in things. Ppl dont come rushing to u when u onli give a whim. If they do, u might be happy for the first time. But if he everytime rushes to u when u whim, u take it for granted, and he dont come running for that one time, u think he dont love u anymore and throws tantrums. But in the first place if they dont give a hoot, u would onli put it down as ur own fault, and never again will u expect him to rush when u whim.

Sad fact? As ur stead count increases, u lost alot of innocent wishes, hopes that u wish ur other half would do, u become more realistic but that in turn kills all the romance...

So how? U get a stead that have no stead b4 and u cant meet all her requirements, or u get one with experience but the relationship is like a deeper, closer friendship, or brother-sister relationship? I will be damned if i noe.

If any of u noe or want to share ur relationship problem, feel free to mail me at mai_shuranui@yahoo.com or click on me name "mai" below. Thanks.