It's me again. So here i am giving u guys my weekly blog updates. So wat have i been up to? Nothing much... Just waiting for my pay and initial d arcade stage. Yeah! I just pass one area which i took half a month a pass with no avail... But just manage to scrape thru yesterdae!!!! So happy man. My friend commented that all the money i ever had in may, i have spend more than half in initial d le. I have but to agree...

So i heard feedbacks frm ppl that i dont update often. I need to further emphasis(wrong speeling?) that i got a life other than blogging. I noe initial d and a gf isn't much but both of em took up quite alot of my time, and i WORK too. And alot of ppl realise that if i update everydae, the content of my blog will turn thin and crappy, not much discussions to enjoy anymore. So there!

Apparently some girls DO read my blog. So there is some porn stuff in my blog(read: sex discussions, tat 20 website listing with more than half featuring porn) and i touch on sensitive matters but hey, thats wat makes my blog interesting and trust me, porn is a major part of my life, or rather, of a guy's life(and frm wat i understand, major part of some gal's life too :D). Check wif any of the MEN out there and u will understand.

One of my friends, Chitseng said that it is hard writing up a long entry for my blog. U betcha. I spend an average of 3 to 4 hrs on each of my weekly entries in order to get to those lengths. Not that the contents is any good, i noe they are just amusing. And wtf am i wasting my time doing such a thing where nobody else is reading it? It is because i aspire to be a crap writer and i need to do something interesting(u see, i dont have PS2, my comp is super farking slow, a pentinum 1 133MHZ, the onli thing that it is still running now is because i can repair comps(read: cant play computer games), and it is a IPC btw, i can onli masturbate so much in a day, and i want to keep myself away frm the arcade). Yaya i noe, kinda loser man. But i once realise that i dont play pc or console games much. Arcade genre is not available in home consoles or PCs, so i didnt bother to upgrade. Why upgrade to a Pentinum 4 when my Pentinum 1 serves me just fine? It is not like i can stare at the P4 and masturbate, my P1 still runs porn decently. :-)

So much abt my life, just yesterdae i met up with one of my old army friends.(interestingly, i got more close and better friends frm army than frm my schooling years...) We were discussing on the general life in Singapore, u know, those types where losers(like us) like to sit in coffeeshops and complain abt how high the tax is, how we can never break out of this poverty and can never own a decent car?(u might want to noe that true to that sentence, we did that discussion IN a coffeeshop.)

I find that wat we said were quite true. Normal humans like us losers can onli expect to earn abt 2 or 3k per mth. It is onli sufficent to lead a normal life, at least we dont have to go around collecting drink cans or sweep floors. And with a pay like tat, u can onli choose to drive a NORMAL car, or just get a flat. NOT BOTH! But at least it is enuff for that occasional wimps. Then we calculated that even with a 10k pay, it would onli barely make it if we drive, live in a fairly good HDB, no condos or semi d's, and have a family to support. Hmmmm... Makes me wonder why some of the ppl here can live in bungalows, have 5 to 6 cars in the household... Just how much are they earning? So with this sort of situation, where the standard of living is so farking high, it is no wonder that girls in Singapore, at least the chio ones, are finding guys that are damn loaded. Cause those girls noe that they cant break out of this poverty on their own, not counting if they sell their flesh, so they can onli count on rich guys. And btw, there are quite alot of rich ones out there. Makes me wonder just how much they are earning man... I dont believe i can even earn 10k per mth...

Alrite, i noe. Our condition(earning 2 or 3k per mth) is not as bad as poverty(got this funny feeling that i got is speeled wrongly...). We can still survive with occasional trips to restaurants, buy things on wimps. Basically just surviving. I suddenly realise that every government have to keep their "subjects" it is state so that they wouldnt get contented and slack, and ppl will work for them. It just wouldnt do that everyone is rich. More than half or 3/4 much be in this state in order that the country survive. So we just be contented being the majority lor. Or if u really want to break out of this, TRY MLM!!!! (Nah, just kidding, i am not using mi blog to promote MLM, and i am not afflilated to any of 'em. Think i got a blog entry on MLM, go hunt in the archives.)

So wat can ppl like us do? We can blog and complain(like wat im doing), or we can work hard to get ourselves out of this mess. How? Maybe reading "rich dad, poor dad" helps.(But the onli thing i can think of after reading that book is to get a "sugar dad") Maybe carrying the balls of ur immediate supervisor helps. Maybe getting a degree helps. Maybe finding a damn rich stead helps. But just think, all the above are the onli proper and down to earth ways of breaking out but ask urself, just how many of them really work? Wat is the way of earning really big bucks?(Laywers and doctors dont earn that much too, private practise earns more i know)

The onli thing i can think of after this line of thoughts is business. Onli by setting up a business can u earn real big bucks. Anybody noes that. Business... It always amused me to find ppl with dip or deg in business always finding jobs, not setting up business after all that trouble getting their qualification. Setting business is hard? Just how many of them really tried? Sure fail one? How sure are they? I can never be so sure even in 4D, not that i ever gamble. So conculsion? Ppl with no balls to try stays a bloke all his life. Ppl with no foresight stays a bloke all his life. Ppl with no capital stays a bloke all his life. Man, u need to have all this to start a business, and luck too, in order to have a sucessful one. Hmmm i believe i have all of the above except capital... Just so sad... So those ppl who really are earning big bucks in business should recieve our kudos as they have all the necessary stuffs to make it... Normal ppl just dont have it... Haiz... Trapped by circumstance, unable to break free... If onli all of us try. PS. ooh ya, btw, doing copy cat business(read: bubble tea, 10min hair cut thingy) sure fail, the onli sure fire business here is FOOD!!! Even original concept shops or novelty shops dont do as good as food. Just look at S11. Bloody kuku can name their foodcourt/coffeeshop S11(read: money) and get away with it... I find it crude... But i believe there is some "feng shui" involve.

So much abt the "poor" situation we are facing. Talking abt "feng shui", aparrently it does helps alot in alot of things. I personally believes in it.(so if i believe in it, so can u!) One "feng shui" master said that everyone can use "feng shui" to benefit one self. Onli thing is, poor ppl no money to use "Feng shui" so stays poor, where rich ppl use it all they want and stays rich. Hmmmm... U believe? I believe that statement to a certain extent. But of course, it oso depends on ur "feng shui" master's power le.

Hahaha such a long entry todae, must be boring all of u guys to tears le. I noted one funny thing in our society is that once u lose ur HP, u lose ur very existence le. How so? U wouldn be asked out, given work over phone, cant be found by ppl the moment u left home. Just think, how many of ur friends, if u lose their HP num, u dont noe how to contact him or her anymore?(shit, i forgot irc, icq, msn) Okie, so u can pop by ur friend's place but unless u both are close, would u do that?(if close in the first place, they will inform u their HP change or watsoever.) Hmmm after thinking, i realise that i got onli abt a handful of close friends, the rest couldn be bothered if i got married or died. But just ask urself, isnt it true for most of us?

So this is all i have for my blog entry. Oh ya, i left out alot on relationships problems and situations frm my blog the moment i got a stead. The reason is so simple, u just have to go figure. And i didnt write anything abt my relationship now cause i noe i will bore u guys down to a pile of manure, at least i am getting bored... :P Note, my girl do read my blog :P

So till next time, i am banedon. For any topic u want me to discuss here, just send me an email by clicking on my name below this entry. Due to a email plague called spams, do write "banedon's blabberings" at ur subject and send ur topics, comments that cant be seen by anyone, to me, yours sincerely. And DO make use of the comments. I had a hard time getting it up and onli one of my readers using it!?!?!?! Dont tell me u have no comments. Are u the normal singaporeans that can take watever shit that is thrown at him? Do u have no character or views? Use the comments, I SAY! Dont noe how to use? U dont noe how to use? Just click on the "0 comments" and it will bring u to a similar page. Scroll to the very bottom, and click on the "give comments" or watsoever links that has a hint on giving comments. I EVEN LET U GUYS POST W?O USING U NAME AND U DONT APPRECIATE!!!!!! DIE! EVIL SPAWN OF NAAR!!!!

Watever, byez.