Harlo. Me got a sian sundae todae... Wasted it in bed reading Thomas Harris book, Black Sundae... Nothing to do, all that lying gives me a headache so here i am, typing this web journal thingy.

I receive this email on abortion, send to me by a net friend. The passage, so called written by the aborted, doesnt pull me heart strings, no passion watsoever, and doesnt even noe her religion. Jesus dont refer to himself as father lar. He refers to God as Father le... And the passage repeated a few times... Boring stuff, oh ya i forgot, written by one that haven went through school wor. My mistake.

But the thing is with the email is the pictures. They are rather disgusting. They show pictures of little babies(tat are not born) mutilated or decapitilated(pardon me speeling again). If u interested, let me noe, i send those pics to u. It got different babies aborted during different periods of the prenanacy(speeling again). It onli shows pictures and rough ideas of how the abortion is carried about(i doubt the creator of the email noes abt it, i will try my best to fill u up here) didnt elaborate on the procedures...

Okie first, in Singapore(not that i went through it, i didnt have the chance to, sad to say) if u want to abort, they will make u sit through a show wif ur spouse. Wat the show is abt(remember? i didnt go through it...) i can onli roughly guess that it shows u wat u r going to expect, the end results(which is quite bloody), and little kids running abt. They want u to feel bad and quit the abortion(u see, with the declining birth rates, the cant afford to have Singapore future in bits and pieces. They rather u give birth to it, erm i mean him or her and have him or her run down by a car, oh erm sorry...).

The procedures require the girl to sit spread eagled on the operation table, legs held open by clamps, and the erm how should i put it, the clitoris(hope i got it rite, funny how this part of the female anatomy manages to get itself to be used as a vulgar word in all the languages i know. So i can safely assume that all the rest of the language i dont noe make some crude remakes on it too... I wonder why... The smell perhaps?) is oso opened by a metal clamp like thingy. Okie u might be asking, is the girl under anesthetics(me speeling, i cant speel big words... i really scared next time i speel "spell" properly, i will speel it as "speel"), i dont have the faintest clue. Anyone who noe can correct me here.

Then the doc(muderer in some of ur context, not mine though, that poor guy just doing his job, my friend...) will have a suction metal tube ready. This tube will suck our the remains of the baby. If i remember correctly, a scapel thingy is at the end of the tube. Then he would have a pair of clamp, plier like thingy. So the procedure? He will break open the waterbag(yaya i noe there is a term for it, but i not a medical student le. i make a calculated guess... placenta? hahahahaah) with the scapel thingy at the end of the tube, suck out wat he can, use the plier to clamp the baby's skull(its the biggest part of the baby afterall and it cant fit in the tube, so after the clamp, it can fit in the tube, voila! solves the problem), suck the remains, use the scapel again, seperate the arms and the legs(i would like to use the word, extremeties here but as u noe, i cant speel for nuts and i doubt anyone noes wat they mean) and suck all the stuff out.

As u can see, this is a simple operation(hey, it doesnt involve cracking open ur skull or rib cage le) and i reckon u dont need the anesthetics(i got this funny feeling that i spelt a different meaning word le...). And one thing, this ops that i describe is onli for babies that are few weeks old. Their bones haven form yet. For Singapore, i think once after a few months, u cant abort le, onli in US and some countries then u can. So u wouldn get to see those big babies fully developed being aborted here. Unless those babies got some born-with problems(like wat the old chinese ppl like to curse, u give birth to babies with no asshole, then i think u can bypass the law here).

And for abortion with babies that are developed, they behead the baby inside the womb, remove the head and the body separately. If the baby's body got some obstruction and cant come out, they will remove(i didnt use "sever the hands", i dont need to be graphic with my language usage) the part of the body obstructing and remove it separately. That is why u see beheaded babies in the pic nearing the end. They cant use the suction tubes as the babies already developed bones.(The metal tubes will spoil lar, bones structure are stronger than concrete le)

And so about ethics revolving abortion, i think it is a nessesary(speeling... omg i really sux) evil. Just like money, hanging ppl when they murder or traffic(not this word rite?) drugs or kidnap ppl. Why? Sometimes the couple are too young(wah alot of this are happening wor, abortion are better than throwing the bay down rubbish chutes, infront of ppls doors....), they dont have family planning, or they haven married, or the baby dont noe who his father is(yayaya i noe, i dont mean that father lar... u noe, god?). So it is still required.

This email got me thinking of alot of stuff. I noe friends who had abortions, and met ppl on irc who are going through it. Most likely than not, the female are not keen on it. They are either pressed by families are they imbecile boy boys... Hmmmm those who are keen are playful(u noe wat i mean by that) gals or normally with no other revenue to seek help frm. Pretty sad thing... This sort of things the guys should share the burden with the gals, u cant expect her to go through it herself. That is worse than abortion le.

I dont noe how come i got started on this topic, must be the email... Tomolo i will tell u ppl how come i hate girls(i hate aunties, stupid gals, pretty ones i still can stand :)) more than i admit. Relax, i am not becoming gay anytime soon. Never would, i think, never in my life. Bye ppl. Take care, alot of ppl falling sick this period of time, me down with flu too. Take real good care.