Its me again. If u realise, i have been getting irregular with me blog entries. And i have stopped to make my blog grammatically correct. But i will strive to eradicate all the speeling errors i make. And for ppl who noe me personally, i have become, wat i used to describe as the singapore language problem, a chinese who speaks chinese, cant write chinese, writes english, but cant speak english. Hmmmm... If u r wondering wat i mean, nvm, that is the singaporean slang for u.

So wat have i been up to? Lately, i got some games from xephyris, like i mention in the previous blog entry. Among them, there is Metal Gear Solid 2, Sons of liberaty. A game by Hideo Kojima. MY! THIS IS THE BEST GAME I HAVE EVER PLAYED ON THE PS2!!!! I spend 4 hours just playing the first stage, the one on board a ship. Why so long? Cause every start is a different game! I pefected my art of sneaking around, killing without using any bullet, and without alerting any of the guards! So when i was through with the first stage, not a single guard was standing around. Why is this so great? Cause if i alerted any guards once, new guards will return to the killed guards location and start patroling? Wat is it u say? Its onli a game? U havent been living man!

So wat am i blogging about this time? Recently, i read Agagooga blog and got alot of links frm his site, which inturn leads to a whole lot of other links. My, now then i noe how interesting the net is, so many things, funny information out there, u just have to read them to noe. Agagooga, ur site is the granddaddy of weird links! Kudos! Esp those about the Prince Wo-hen nankan. If u dont noe, do a search on it. I read the Prince blog and realise that his girl died of STD recently. Poor guy. But i still think it is a bad joke from singapore(think frm poly one) being played too far. But still, it is beri funny, and apparently, alot of ppl around the world heard of it. Why singapore poly jokes? Bad english in a geocities site. Singaporean got this tendency to use geocities free webhosting. Dont noe why too. There are alot of good ones out there. And the name of the prince is in chinese. I might be wrong.

Anyway, from Agagooga blog, i came across this blog Meanderings In The Mesozoic . Quite a nice blog, especially this entry. It is about him as a christian believing in evolution, and an article in Scientific America on "15 rebuttal to some of the common creationist arguement". Very nice article, i love it. Do read it if u have the time. I read it thrice.(the discussion of religion and evolution are my idiosyncrasy)

Anyway, since the author of the blog is a christian and believes in evolution, he said this, "As a Christian who also happens to be very fascinated with the multitude of lifeforms that once inhabited this planet long before humans walked the Earth, I am often caught up in a storm of arguments for and against evolution. And while I openly proclaim myself a Theistic Evolutionist, i.e. one who believes in both the existence of a God and that evolution does occur, it riles me to no end when Creationists and fellow Christians resort to half-truths, occasional outright lies, withholding of valuable information, out-of-context quotes, irrelevant and illogical arguments, and already-refuted points, and much hysterical arm-waving and hollering to strengthen the case for the story of creation, which, to put it mildly in my point of view, is complete bullshit." Wat can i say?

But i think since the existence on us humans is already attributed to evolution, where does god comes in? He created the big bang? Cause science has already explained everything one second after big bang happen. So how did big bang happen? Why did it happen? No one noes... Maybe thats where god comes in. Or just maybe, the life force that causes things to evolve are all done by god. Hey i am trying to be sarcastic here. So wat i really mean is since god didnt create us or the stuff around us, so wats god for? Answer bed time prayers? Promote ppl to angels? Chairperson of heaven? So IMHO, i think ppl who believes in evolution, cant be a christian. Cause if u believe in both, it sounds like a oxymoron. Sorry, just my few cents worth. Banedon's blabbering: i was wondering, when ppl say, "a penny for ur thought", and u just give them "a few cents worth", are we shortchanging them?

So wat do i believe? Yes, i believe in evolution. To hell with religion. All religion is just a fabrication of lies used to make humans then lead a better and more fufilling life. I dont believe in any religion but it doesnt mean i condemn them. Like i always say, religion are here to have those weak minded humans have a sense of purpose, know wat they want in life, braver when facing death. Alot of us cannot get used to the fact that after u die, thats it, end of story. There is no heaven or hell or anything for u. U just disappear from the face of the earth, like it or not. Yes i noe, it is not a pleasant thought Cause with this in mind, most ppl cant face it, they seek death immediately. Since watever they do here, it is useless and meaningless as they will all die. In my opinion, this is the reason why darwin said there must be god when he died. So like money, religion is a necessary evil, u cant do anything about it, so u just live with it.

So wat i believe the world is created? Unlike the agnostic, i do have a somewat vague concept to how the world is created. Of course, along with all the origins of religion and the likes. Yeah, all these are based on science and research, other ppl reasearch that is. Alot of theories and the likes i am going to write now, i cant remember the sources. Go go a search or watever to see if they hold.

So once upon a time, there is onli space and cosmic dust. Then comes this weird effect that ppl call big bang, where dust collasped onto this one point and intense heat and light is given out. Yeah there u have it, the sun. But like i said, how it happen and why it happen, no one noes for sure. But the second after this happen, everything is some how or rather explained.(and i find this to hold more feasible truth than the bible) So after this bang stuff, which i cant recall, there is the earth and the rest of the planets created. If u wanna noe, go read up on big bang.

So after earth was created, it was damn hot and covered with water. Why got water? Ask the big bang scientist. How come living things can come frm non living stuff? That article touches on that point, go read it. So during that time, when land was formed, it was a great big continent, unlike now, got 5. U want, go read up on dinosaur history.

So after all that hassle, ape like creatures who can think were evolved and they roamed the earth. Then, they fear the night, lightning, predators, diseases, death, lack of food, and all sorts of other things. Since they can think(and of course feel), they try to explain everything, as all things have an origin. So things like the sun, moon, mountains, fire, lightning which those apes holds in fear, are in turn worshipped by them. There u have it, the origins of paganism.(This is all about religion, remember?) Relics are found in ancient caves that points to thinking apes worshipping stuffs. I cant quote examples cause i didnt bother to remember.

During those times, apes and the likes(i cant find the term for them) lives in tribes. As with all tribes, they will have a tribe leader. How did they come up with the leader then? They fight and see who is the fittest. That ape will lead. And how do u keep ur fellow apes under ur command? Show them u r the fittest, so they will respect u. Then after some evolving, better evolved apes feel that they can lead without fighting. Of course they will quote examples like if two of the fittest in the bunch are fighting, wat if another tribe come and kill them all? Who protect them? Then they start to lead by bloodlines. Eg. "My papa is SM LEE, so i PM LEE, u got a problem?" Then after a few generations, some hot heads will again question them, "how come u get to lead where the reason is because ur father was leading before?" Facing with all these funny problem, and of course the problem with diseases, act of god(man, they should change this term to "act of nature") predators, some smart alec came up with an idea, a religion. To create a one omipotent being tat explains everything. (maybe he didnt think along this line, he just created the word god and he believes in god) If there is anything u dont noe or understand, it is god who is behind it. Bad things, devil. Good things, god. So when ppl ask how come that funny guy leading? U say, because i am the son of god. Why ppl die? Because god want them back. How the world got created? God created it. Easy as 123. And no, i am not quoting christianity here. Incidentally, chinese "middle kingdom" religion is also similar to wat i said. The emperor is the alleged "son of the dragon", and gods created it. The onli difference is that chinese got a whole lot of gods.

So back then, where u dont have scientist, information on the grand scale(eg net), u believe watever u hear. Since everyone fear death,(even rats, baterial and such all seek to reproduce themselves) believing in god seems so right.(but not true) If there is no one to keep everything in check, chaos will erupt. So they created heaven and hell. If u do enuff good, u go heaven. If u sin too much, hell is waiting for u. Like wat i say earlier, i am not talking about christianity. Taoist and a whole load of religion all follow this line of thoughts. So with this in mind, humans then will lead a more ordered life with little supervision frm the leaders. They need onli places of worship for u, and more time for themselves.

So with all these set up, population within their clan, groups, tribes watever grew. Since they can think with logic, population confirm grow one. Like rats if u never control them, u will have swarms of them after some time. So when ur population grow, u need more food and more space. U need more space and food, and lazy to find ur own, u kill ur neighbour tribe to get it. Piece of cake. But back then, how do u tell ur ppl to fight? Of course, u can tell them ur real cause for fighting. They will fight but without the zeal. Why? They know that they can always find new grounds if all else fails. But since leaders then can think and feel, they already noe the meaning of "face value". I can kill u, raze ur land to dust and destroy all the food, nothing of use for me(except my ppl die lar) but i still feel good if i win. My ppl die not i die mah. (like i always said, humans frm day one are all selfish) They think up such thoughts of course cannot let their followers noe. And if their followers dont have a clear vision, when they are facing death, they will back away and retreat. So how?

So clever! Gods again! They told them that if they die for their cause, they will have a place in heaven for them, their families will all be well taken care of. Ppl with no burden fights better mah. And no, i am not quoting islam here. Coincidentally, vikings also like tat one. And the greeks and so on and so forth. So i u get wat i am trying to say, religion is the omnipotent force in the world. Even now. So religion is created to find them, contain them, keep them in check, and to rule them all.(hahahahaha i couldnt stop, even if i risk it being incoherent) But if no one has ever realise, the number of rings JRR tokien wrote in his story coincide with the number of religion in the world. But dont quote me. The one ring or religion is wat everyone seek to find. (but i am bull shitting. Heeheehee)

So with all these, religion is actually a long fabricated lie that is passed down frm generations to generations, long before humans can write and record them down. Are we still so dumb now that we need all these lies to live? Cant we just rely on our own conciencious?(bad speeling but u noe wat i mean) Wats so bad about dying? Thats why we reproduce mah. Cause if the heaven and hell thingy is to hold true, rat, cockroaches, mosquitoes, hiv viruses every living object will be there as well. Or can u fanthom the fact that onli humans make it to heaven after they die? Just because we are god's first borns? Or wat? And with the number of ppl dead frm the day earth came about, heaven must be a damn overcrowded place, or is it in 4th dimention? So actually, if u think really deep, it is easier to believe in science than religion. Reason being u cant live a lie. Ever try to live a lie? Noe how hard it is? Thats why in all religion where the stuff gets ambigious or vague, they all say the same thing, it all rely on ur faith or that god didnt meant for us to noe. But the science way? It is all explained(of course the time before big bang and itself are not explain) except afterlife, which i believe doesnt exist. U live for the moment, die the next. Pure and simple. Dont believe, u can go to hell! (pun intended)

Anyway, this is purely my views and opinions. If in doutb, or u suddenly got an urge to flame, please, read my blog's title again. I guess ur english cant be that bad. Or just f**k off, dont read my site. But i treasure feedbacks. And i do noe that the line between feedbacks and flaming is damn thin. Nvm i will keep me comments open. Heeheeheehee.