7.9.03

Haiz so long never update blog le... Sianz dont noe wat to do now... Alot of things happen throughout these times that i didnt blog so i will update u guys on wats happening. (The previous sentence like got some grammar error, but nvm...)

These daes i noe someone from the net and she is erm... how should i put it.... erm... very outgoing and started to sms me and chat like we are long lost friends. From her, i learnt quite a few things abt courtships and relationships.

From her, i realise why some girls u will automatically like and want to own and protect even if they are not pretty or even ugly. The key is that they are very easy to chat with and they tend to show u their weaknesses, or rather, they noe how to use their girly power, like making a fuss, throwing stupid tantrums and just want u to give them ur attention. They just feel so... soo... feminine... Funny though, cause after onli 2 daes, i feel kind of attached to her(maybe me lonely le) even though i noe that we might not be together at all.

Funny thing is i used to hate or even detest those type of girls that i state above. But when it happen to me, i fall for it wor :P. So now i noe how come one of me gal friend, who is rather fat and throw alot of tantrums, can change BF so often. So my conclusion is, guys suck for girls who makes fuss, throw stupid tantrums and attention seekers. They tend to forget abt those girls who are considerate or nice and good in that sense. Guys then to take take these good girls for granted. Hmmm....

Hmmm... I was thinking, wat got guys and gals together in this society. Loneliness? Affection? Attention? Just because every one have one?

Mostly, it is due to loneliness. Just how much relationships are there in this world that is really base on true love? If u are in one that u feel is true love, value and treasure it well as it dont come easy, i might also be ur onli chance in life to have that sort relationship. Right now, alot of couples are together because of loneliness(or so, i think, maybe if u past 22, 23 yrs old and still single then u understand). Cause once u r lonely, u tend to pounce on any target that u feel is slightly interested in u, even if it is in the other person`s character to be ultra friendly and outgoing.

And if the courtship got through, they might be staying together because they are scared of being lonely again, or not too confident of themselves getting into a new relationship in the near future.

Haha i realise that my view on relationship have been bleak nowadays... Hmmm... So sian... Keep u guys in touch again. Me stomachache. Ciaos