I have no idea why I wanted to post this post but i just feel like it. Here I am to present you an idea of mine that i feel that won't last very long and you guys out there may think i am crazy or stupid. Haha.....
Today is suppose to be my day off (actually, it's my only day off per week). My friend asked me a favour of helping her exchange her clothes in the wardrobe so we went to the workplace together. After helping her change the clothes and thinking that I will be bored at home alone, I volunteered myself to help her open the food stand. There's not a lot of work, just simple inventory check and stocking up the stuff that she needed.
Thearafter, I decided that I can help her for a while more, since i will be bored at home (I know that I am repeating myself). I was not given the chance to work in the food stand so I thought that i could help her a little and do what I always wanted to do, which is to work in the food stand. You must be thinking that I am crazy to work for free and not wanted to get paid but this was my desire and i figured that I should be doing things that i enjoyed on off days and there it is, to help out in the food stand. I had my friend to accompany me and eat food that are really very expensive (up USD 8 ) I enjoyed my day standing there and helping out.
But, something happened. The supervisor came in and tell me she wants to pay me. If you think I am overjoyed by the news, you are so so wrong. I don't want to be paid. This was what I wanted to do and what I chose to do, I didn't want the supervisor to think that I wanted extra hours. Although I insisted on my way, she still wanted to give me the hours. Pretty upset about it because she had to give extra money to people who are not suppose to be working there. I felt really bad about it and decided that I should leave earlier. I don't want to be a money sucker and stay in the food stand until closing. If I wasn't paid, I know i might be staying till the end of the day but since I know i am paid, i decided that this was the best way to deal with this situation.
Three things are going on in my mind.
Firstly, what i should do with the extra money. I figured that I probably will make something for the supervisor and the crew since I really don't feel good about being paid. I have even decided that i am going to make oreo cheesecake, provided that it is not very expensive.
Secondly, people need to enjoy what they are doing. For me at this point of time, it is working in the food stand. I really cannot believe that I am willing to work for free myself. Haha.... I am pretty stupid huh? I guess people need to do stupid things once in a while.
thiredly, please appreciate your work. Yesterday, I was suppose to work for games until midnight. But I left around 8pm because firstly, my voice is becoming hoarse from continuously talking for 3 hours and I felt that I didn't have the desire to work anymore. I felt that if I am to work, I should put in all my efforts and not half heartedly. Thus, i went home. I know that this might not be very good but I think my supervisor has enough people. I am ready to put in my all tomorrow again. Working in the food stand sort of revitalise my energy to put in all my efforts again. This is so crazy!!!
One more month to go girl. Do your very best everytime you do your work. It's not for others to see but to prove to yourself that you are doing your very best! (I am talking to myself at this point of time so don't bother to read the last paragraph. haha)

sorry guys, haven't been doing what i set out to do (which is to blog everyday) since everyday is rather routine.
something happened during work place which sort of made everybody rather unhappy. i think i've just screwed up my own work and there's nothing much i can do about that. wanted to say hi to one of the supervisors but he just treat me as if i am transparent. that's the cruelty of the real world. one wrong move and you will never be able to get back up. i was too careless and overpampered. now is the time to grow up, to learn to adapt to the new world, the world whereby no one will give you a second chance. sometimes, i wonder what i should do. should i continue to put all my heart into the work or should i just give up and do the minimal required. i thought about it yesterday actually and was very tempted to do the latter. reason being, why work so hard when everybody else is not working that hard. however, my principle is to give my best shot because it only requires a little more effort. why not give it and make everybody happy. that was what i think. i don't know why i started to falter on this principle when this thing happened. it was my fault. i have no one to blame. i deserved it. but i felt upset over it. why did i feel this way? i am not sure. i will grow out of this eventually. one more month and i am off this place. a learning ground for me over here that i am an adult now; no longer a youngster where people gives 2nd chance. i was too naive to think that people will give a 2nd chance. this is not the first time such things happened. i have always been taking all the things i do for granted.
i just wanted to rant; to give myself a piece of mind.
i think i will still do my best to help even though people may not appreciate it anymore but i should not care about that because what happened has happened. even if no one appreciates it, i can tell myself that i already did my best and there's nothing more i can do. if the world is really a world that only picks on mistakes, i learnt it the hard way. it is good in a way because i won't be coming back anymore and i don't have to face them anymore. maybe this is known as running away from the problem. from young, i have always been doing that.... until now, i am still doing it. i can't believe it. is it a human instinct to run away from problems or does the problem lie with me. am i not couragous enough to pick up the responsibility? i wonder..... i have to solve this problem of mine by hook or my crook. i wonder.....

while waiting for my turn to brush my teeth, i will just post a list of things that i did.
firstly, i was online for the whole morning and decided to go to the waterpark at around 2pm. when i was about to go into the pool, it started to rain. O_o!!!
but i think the rain only lasted for 10 minutes and everything was fine after that. tried all the slides and only found one that was rather exciting. the other rides are of okay standard. was there for around 2 hours and went home and bathed and slept.
later on, i went to try some rides with another friend and finally managed to go on the roller coaster ride! :D it was good. the feeling was shiok! shall do it another time. haha....
just drank one cup of luo han guo! SHIOK to the max! that's all folks!

since i am off today and everybody else is working, i shall post a blog entry. haha.... actually, nothing much went on for the past week. it's just simply work and work and work. didn't have to time to stroll the streets, go to superfresh for my grocery and stuff like that.
i prolly will do the miscellaneous things today. firstly, i will do my laundry and go to the waterpark and secondly, to do grocery shopping and maybe at night, i will go to the amusement park again. hopefully, it will pass my day well. haha....
actually, i felt fortunate to be in my department although the hours are shorter than the others because there aren't a lot of things to do in the department actually. due to this, i was sent to other departments like games and food which i felt was rather priviledged because other people don't get to do this. heehee....
although tiring, i get to know more people in a way. hopefully tomorrow i will be in games to do some less energy requiring stuff because my leg cramped twice in a span of 10 minutes? haha.... oh ya, celebrated one of my friends birthday, can see she is rather touched although she knew about the ploy. new friendships are forged and i definitely hope these friendships will last. :D
a reminder: if you are going to wildwood (the place i am working), please ensure to hide your food away from the birds since they will snatch it from your hand and that's not a joke. my friend's french fries was snatched away from her hand and i just kept laughing. hee....
one of my friends are going to new zealand soon. hope she will be alright there. will be separated from her for one semester and i hope it will pass real fast! oh ya... results are out. it's not up to my expectations so i shall work harder next semester!
just random thoughts crossing my mind now so i apologize if you don't understand what this post is talking about. haha...

Yo ppl, Its me again.

Girl! You go so long! Still havent come back! Idiot! I got this sweet! Dont let you eat! :P



Stupid! This sweet is bobdog one, cola flavor that looks like cigerettes.

And our jeans came le. These are the pics.



This is mine, think i need to go slim down le... A bit the too tight. But the length just nice. Length is 30in.



This one yours one. As you can see, its one inch bigger than the size u gave me as the next smaller size, is only available for juniors, meeting to say u will find funny designs that looks kiddy. And if u look closely...



Your length is 32! Hahaha 2 inch longer than mine! Mine just nice so u will have abt 6in of extra material at ur ankles! Wuahahahahaha! U will have to alter it le.



Strangely, they are made in Guatamala, think its in south america, so these are made in america! Muahahahaha and its cheaper than u get it here in singapore. And those singapore ones, if me not wrong, are frm indonesia! Muahahahaha

U come back quick or i burn ur jeans!

But interestingly, i spend less than 80 on each jeans, and i still think its expensive...

But after test wearing these, i realize why some ppl swear by levi's. The materials are damn soft. The denims are not rough, it just feels comfortable on you, and kinda light. Heehee maybe because i bought them with the vintage wash, even the labels at the back are worn.

You dont come back, i give ppl!