18.1.04

Hello ppl, long time no see. In case u r wondering, why me so long no update me blog, partly me no more stay in duty, partly me lazy.

So how have everyone been? Me not in too good a mood now. Dont noe why too. Nothing's on my mind, i just come up here to crap abt how pitiful me am now adays....

I have pratically wasted me whole sundae todae. Doing nothing constructive(as if me did any other day) and slept the way through. Finished a fantasy novel i just bought. Bloody thing too short. I didnt wanna start on wheel of time as the bloody thing is even longer. Longer than lotr man.

And i was very tempted to start on minature modelling, stuff like warhammer and stuff as me came across this shop at plaza sing that sell all these stuff. But that place sold them much more ex than other places.

Thats all man, do drop me a mail sometimes. Feels like me posting to ghost now adays....

10.1.04

Hello ppl, in case u havent notice, this is me second blog for the day. U can go ahead and scroll to read the one below, its on another topic entirely.

Okie, sorry ppl i took too long to update me blog but when i update, i give u two. Heehee some of u complain and so here i am.

Wat am i going to talk about now? Think its relationships again ba, cause i got rather jaded now.

Frm all the experience i have in relationships, i started to realise that i am a very very possesive guy when in love. (Read: possesive X infinity) That bad? Apparently.

Girls dont like guys who r possesive? From wat i can see, most dont but i still like to think some do. Hmmmm... Now i noe how bad girls can be when they are in that period of the month, how to reduce ur expectations in order not to get hurt in relationships, and how to act indifferent too all sorts of things.

As time gets by, the number of steads u have increases, u lose more and more hope in love. Hmmm think i happen onli for me, dont noe abt u ppl. U start to get more realistic in things. Ppl dont come rushing to u when u onli give a whim. If they do, u might be happy for the first time. But if he everytime rushes to u when u whim, u take it for granted, and he dont come running for that one time, u think he dont love u anymore and throws tantrums. But in the first place if they dont give a hoot, u would onli put it down as ur own fault, and never again will u expect him to rush when u whim.

Sad fact? As ur stead count increases, u lost alot of innocent wishes, hopes that u wish ur other half would do, u become more realistic but that in turn kills all the romance...

So how? U get a stead that have no stead b4 and u cant meet all her requirements, or u get one with experience but the relationship is like a deeper, closer friendship, or brother-sister relationship? I will be damned if i noe.

If any of u noe or want to share ur relationship problem, feel free to mail me at mai_shuranui@yahoo.com or click on me name "mai" below. Thanks.

Harlo ppl. So i have made an error. Me previous post, i state that they need ppl to buy 10 LPs. I heard frm a colleague, her daughter being a member of the below said organisation, actually its 4, not 10. Given the similarity of the chinese 4 and 10, it is logical that the figures gets distorted.

So, the point is not 10 or 4, even if its david tao, ppl onli buy one PER FAMILY!!!! Okie so u should noe wat i mean now. U might be wondering why me never get confirmation frm ppl of that organisation, i will tell u frankly, either they withhold info for the greater good of the world, or the fact that i got no friends frm that organisation. Friends i have, if i noe is frm that organisation, got me condemnation the very next sec.

Oh ya, frm that colleague of mine, i found out that their cell groups meetings, they normally rock with electric instrument(thats what they do over at the HQ site, btw) and pray for the increase in sales of the below mentioned artiste(erm, she cant be considered that, just call her a pastor) not to god or watsoever.

Funny u say? More strange, mind boggling and real-world-trends-defying info coming in the next mo.

Okie, if u dont already noe, me colleague say(she is a auntie of 60+ btw, her daughter is older than me if u r wondering) that her daughter gives her onli 300 per month but 350 for the organisation. BIG DADDDY IS WATCHING U! Nvm, and she still gives few ten odds dollars per visit to the organisation, if u dont noe, that will happen at a frequency of once PER WEEK!

WAT? U dont noe how bad i can get? Worse facts coming up. Frm wat i noe frm that colleague, her daughter informed her that the organisation is going to build a new place of worship. They already have a rather big one over at the west of our country(appreciate it if any one of u can tell me how big it is, i dont wanna get anywhere close to that place, gives me the creeps) and thinking of building one more? Okie, if they want to build, tats their bull crap but did u noe, they have asked 4k frm each devotee. 4 grand!! If u dont noe, thats S$4000 SGD. Thats 10 times me pay, 2 times pay for alot of blue collar workers. U think so too? That working for the organisation is worse off than lawyers and bankers? Ya, just go study religion if u want big bucks man. Me regretted not studying hard and proper man....

Okie, nvm, u think 4 grand is a small sum as compared to the greater good? Good for u, i need some 4 grand and i will show u greater good, greater god even. Nvm now for the real-world-trend-defying info, i tell u, the below mentioned have made it big in the US Billboard. One of her dance tracks got #1 there. Facinated? U telling me all those praying really helps? I hereby implore all those who read me blog to pray for me, me no need to make it big or wat, me onli need to have one caring, loving girl and a decent job. Fair? And one of the managers for Madonna is rite now interested in her. Hmmmm... Madonna is not pretty u sae? U need to noe in the real world, u rely heavily on pakaging. One more last facts, she rejected a Hollywood movie offer. Yayaya Hollywood lar, not Bollywood, nono i checked already lar, go read the news man.

Why she reject? Singapore wise, shes the second(or third, or fourth, or fifth, i dont noe lar)person that caught Hollywood's eye. Impress? Why she reject u ask? Is the movie some soft porn flick?(rest assured, if it is, she wouldnt even get shortlisted, she cant even lift any eye lid, man) Reason i know revolves about a red dress. Apparently she wore a red dress(sexy red dress, ppl making whole lot of controversies over it, IMHO, they make too much noise cause she show too much, trash belongs to the bins, should not be flashing in public), then she thinks that if she accept the movie offer, she cant have control over what she wear in the movie(btw, she rejected a role being a sexy assassin, watever u spell it, but i still think the role suit her, she kills by JUST being sexy) and is afraid to start another blogger topic for me, urs sincerely.